Closing

I am closing this blog.
My heart have been found and fixed.
But still needs to be filled with love.

The Love Tank

Tank is my heart
heart that have been healed,
and ready to be full again
full of happiness and love

As our lives move forward from here,
I can only say that our happiness in this new relationship will fill up the tank...

I hope this will be the last time my heart will be broken.

It Feels So Right

The feeling of love is inevitable,
It's there I can feel it,

Being with him feels so right.

It's not rushed.

The feeling of being happy.

Not just happy because I finally know who I am and what I want in life,
but being happy and sharing that happiness with someone who truly cares about you.

When he says different,
it's really different.
It's so different.
It's so right!

Baby Mama Drama

Dating a guy with a child or children,
can be tough...

Am I ready to take-in this type of relationship.
A relationship where it involves a kid,
this is a lot of responsibility,
it involves the kid and the mother,
the ex-wife, the mother of the kid,
which I don't care if I say it over and over,
but I have to be involve,
I hope I don't have to be,
Well at some point, she might have to meet me,
because she needs to know who the other woman taking care of her daughter (hypothetically speaking, in the future)
I have to consider all these things that can go on...
I mean, am I capable of taking in a kid in my life,
for the rest of my life,

I am not the only woman in his life,
He had a kid with another person...

Then he said this,
"just to let you know, if we do make it official I promise to take care of you in every situation. I will stick up for all the time and make sure you are always ok. I will promise to make you feel special every day. you will never ever feel like the 3rd wheel. You will be the woman of my heart. I promise you that. I will protect you and make you feel comfortable in every situation. You have my word"

I hope there's no baby mama drama...

It's not official yet,
I'm not going to say that my heart is fixed and healed and that he found it,

I'm just considering all my options,
I'm still thinking,

I just don't want to rush in to things, because I'm still scared.
He's scared too.
I know he likes me and sees me in his future.

I hope what he said is right...

I hope he's the one...

Only Time

Not going to rush this one,

Last year was so fast that we didn't really took the time to really get to know each other.

This year is even better.

This year we will take it day by day,

Time will tell us, when it's the right time to be together officially.

We're not going to rush.

We both know what's it like before, and as long as we're on the same page,
it will happen.