Love vs Sex

Sometimes, you just have to let it be...

"We live in a generation of not being in love, and not being together
But we sure make it feel like we're together, because we're scared to see each other with someone else." - Doing It Wrong, Drake
That is how it is...
There's no more love, no such thing as love.
How can you not over-think, when all you do is think about him when you're not with him.
You think about the sex you had with him, The memories you had made,
Thinking about him thinking about you,
Thinking if this is just sex and/or love, or will there be love

Is it love,

Is it sex,

It's up to you on what you want.

Let's just hope that he stays with you and realize that you're the one for him.

Options

Perks of being single, you keep your options open.
Meaning, I can still date/meet different fellas.

Why not? They're probably doing the same thing.
If someone says, they just want to hangout, kick-it...
Then, that is all they want to do,
Nothing serious there.
If they want to just have fun and sex,
Then, that is all they want to do.

So what should you do?
Keep your options open.
Keep all the strings,
Don't get them twisted tho,
or else you will have to cut them all.
One will tied it all up for you, one day.

What's in the Past

Moving on is easy, but what you left behind is what's hard.

You breath,
you have exhaled, because you just got out of a relationship where you felt unhappy.
You have escape the love life that you thought was there, but it wasn't.

Then you come to realize,
Did I make that right decision?
You say to yourself, I still love him/her,
I do miss him/her.
Also,
If I keep an item (ie dog), it will remind me of her/him.

You will have the past in your life.
But,
It's how you handle the past is what's important in determining your future,
your happiness,

If you want to be with your new gf/bf now, and they make you happy,
then you have at least 1 clue in to your future,

If you close your eyes, again and again,
and picture yourself with the person who you are with,
and you see them in your life,
then there's another clue in to your future.

But if you close your eyes,
and you see your past,
then you haven't forgotten your past life,
you haven't left it behind,
you haven't moved forward,

If you haven't moved forward,
Do yourself and the person you are with a favor,
and end it.

Find yourself,
Find what you want and what you love,
and what makes you happy,
before including someone from your present/future into your past.

Forgive yourself,
Forgive him/her,

Forgive and Forget
The past will always be there,
Past is what we call, a lessoned learned.

Dedicated to those who's trying to move on!

Keep Moving Forward!

Single/Alone Part III

As I ate alone with my crab cake, beef super nachos, and fish n chips

I have realized a lof of different things, from this weekend's hike/wedding to sitting alone during dinner,

I am alone!
I am single and alone!

You imagine yourself sitting with someone, your significant other right in front of you,
sharing the food you just ate,
talking about endless of fun topics about the trip, about the hike, future travels, what's next in life...

Being single is not what's its crapped up to be...

We all need that someone, to share that moment with, to experience what you experience,
the good and the bad,
the obstacles of what having a partner is all about...

And I want that...

Its fun, but only for a while...

There are all these guys, but why can't all of them commit.

Forever Hiking

He will always be forever my hiking friend,
No matter how much we talk or text,
He will just be a friend.

We will hike through different mountains,
Go through different obstacles of hills,
Go through different waterfalls...

Until we get to the other side of the mountains, hills and waterfalls,
for now experiencing them and going through each one is fine...

We're just hiking,
what's wrong with that...
He doesn't have to do anything with me, but hiking.

Go through hiking...

It's Tough liking Someone!

It's so easy to like someone,
but it's also so hard to get them off your mind

For some people it's easy,
because they have everything,
they have the whole package...

For someone like me,
it's hard,
it's hard to like someone,
get your hopes up,
then be disappointed.

And then you talk,
have great conversation,
then you like it,
then you just end up being their friend.
Another friend.

Now What?!

So you go on dates,
So you talk, text, chat online, snapchat, OoVoO, skype, hangout, etc...
Then you go on dates,
you go on one date,
Then what?!

What does it all mean?
Does it mean, he likes me,
when will you get another call, or another text...
How do you know?!

The wait of anticipation,
the hope that he may like you the same way,
the hope for another date...
is the what?

The "what now" or "now, what?" ???

What has this come to?