I do not know if it's suppose to be good or bad,
to be thinking about someone who you really like.
Good, because there's hope.
Bad, because of a lot of reasons as to why its bad to think about someone.
Good, because it makes you happy thinking that he's thinking about you too.
I think that's about it on the good part.
Bad, because
He might not be thinking about you,
you'll be stressing out just thinking about him,
You'll ask yourself, "is he thinking about me?"
"does he even like me?"
He said to keep in touch...
He's not really leaving any motives if he likes you.
What do I do?
Do I wait?
Do I stop thinking about him?
He's everywhere.
I listen to Tortured Soul on my iPod, repeatedly.
And his music is on shuffle. He'll always be on my mind.
His voice is so...
I don't think I won't be able to stop thinking about him.
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
Saturday, April 6, 2013
His Music
His music
Listening to his music,
makes me feel so...
(words can't describe how I feel)
I wish there was more to us,
Wish I knew...
His lyrics, his voice, his songs,
His voice,
he's so sexy,
liking someone who is so far far away is so hard...
He has hypnotized part of my brain, that triggered a pulse which sent a signal throughout my whole body,
to my heart...
My Heart,
Remember,
the broken one...
Listening to his music,
makes me feel so...
(words can't describe how I feel)
I wish there was more to us,
Wish I knew...
His lyrics, his voice, his songs,
His voice,
he's so sexy,
liking someone who is so far far away is so hard...
He has hypnotized part of my brain, that triggered a pulse which sent a signal throughout my whole body,
to my heart...
My Heart,
Remember,
the broken one...
Friday, April 5, 2013
TRUE?
Is it true...
In order to believe in someone, you must believe in yourself
Do you have to spend your life being perfect so that the person who you want to fall in love with will fall in love with you can find you and be with you
Do you just let it go
How could we keep falling in love, knowing that you'll get hurt over and over again
It's hard to fall in love with someone when you know you'll end up with another broken heart
When you've dated so many different guys, it's hard to say or think that "they could be that guy"
Is it my fault that I keep falling for guys that will potentially hurt me?
Is it my fault that I keep falling for guys that I will never have a chance...
Am I leading myself on to something that isn't there, which eventually leads me to broken heart.
Maybe that is why I have a broken heart
In order to believe in someone, you must believe in yourself
Do you have to spend your life being perfect so that the person who you want to fall in love with will fall in love with you can find you and be with you
Do you just let it go
How could we keep falling in love, knowing that you'll get hurt over and over again
It's hard to fall in love with someone when you know you'll end up with another broken heart
When you've dated so many different guys, it's hard to say or think that "they could be that guy"
Is it my fault that I keep falling for guys that will potentially hurt me?
Is it my fault that I keep falling for guys that I will never have a chance...
Am I leading myself on to something that isn't there, which eventually leads me to broken heart.
Maybe that is why I have a broken heart
OVER Protect My Heart
Having your heart broken so many times,
writing my Part III,
sure does tell me that I haven't really protected my heart.
A whole new barrier of my heart,
Sure will be an invisible mountain, which can be visible through a green glasses,
which is hidden on the top of the Empire State Building, but you must go through the scare of King Kong in order to go up there.
What's inside the mountain,
A path which will lead you to my heart,
Once you go in,
there are certain obstacles that one person have to go thru,
Then hop on to the fire with intoxicated lava and genetically modified alligators,
There you will find a box,
But you will need a key,
A key that will be given to you if you are worthy enough to open the box...
To my heart...
writing my Part III,
sure does tell me that I haven't really protected my heart.
A whole new barrier of my heart,
Sure will be an invisible mountain, which can be visible through a green glasses,
which is hidden on the top of the Empire State Building, but you must go through the scare of King Kong in order to go up there.
What's inside the mountain,
A path which will lead you to my heart,
Once you go in,
there are certain obstacles that one person have to go thru,
Then hop on to the fire with intoxicated lava and genetically modified alligators,
There you will find a box,
But you will need a key,
A key that will be given to you if you are worthy enough to open the box...
To my heart...
Hope
Keep smiling,
because there's hope
I don't know how people expect you to just wait around for someone,
to think that there's hope for them to get together...
When you read something like this, you will start to think that there's a possibility.
"Romantically, with Venus in Taurus (as of April 15 to May 9) and Mars in Taurus (from April 19-May 31), you will find your social life is getting more vibrant by the minute. This is a perfect situation to engender new love. For you, dear Virgo, with both these romantic planets in your ninth house of travel, travel will be the best way to fan the fires of love. It matters not if your love is ongoing and true, or brand new - travel to find love or enhance it. Your best weekend will be April 20-21, when the moon will be in Virgo, Mars will be in Taurus, and you will be closing in on Mercury's lovely signal to Jupiter.
When Venus is in Taurus, April 15 to May 9, it also will be a good time to buy new things to wear for the coming season, or for women Virgo, to buy new makeup. At month's end, when you have such a refreshing influence, take full advantage." - Susan Miller
because there's hope
I don't know how people expect you to just wait around for someone,
to think that there's hope for them to get together...
When you read something like this, you will start to think that there's a possibility.
"Romantically, with Venus in Taurus (as of April 15 to May 9) and Mars in Taurus (from April 19-May 31), you will find your social life is getting more vibrant by the minute. This is a perfect situation to engender new love. For you, dear Virgo, with both these romantic planets in your ninth house of travel, travel will be the best way to fan the fires of love. It matters not if your love is ongoing and true, or brand new - travel to find love or enhance it. Your best weekend will be April 20-21, when the moon will be in Virgo, Mars will be in Taurus, and you will be closing in on Mercury's lovely signal to Jupiter.
When Venus is in Taurus, April 15 to May 9, it also will be a good time to buy new things to wear for the coming season, or for women Virgo, to buy new makeup. At month's end, when you have such a refreshing influence, take full advantage." - Susan Miller
Tuesday, April 2, 2013
So Close Yet so Far
I got what i wanted, but I want more,
One afternoon,
One evening,
One kiss,
One hug,
one real conversation,
One laugh,
One experience,
One moment,
That's all it takes to know what you could, would want on a date.
My experience with him is now but a memory,
A memory of why falling in love is so hard...
It's hard,
because it takes 2 people to want to make it work
Because now all you can do, or all I can do is dream, fantasize what it would feel like.
That feeling,
you want him so bad, that it hurts,
you want him so bad, but you don't know if he feels the same way
you want him so close to you, yet he is so far far away.
One afternoon,
One evening,
One kiss,
One hug,
one real conversation,
One laugh,
One experience,
One moment,
That's all it takes to know what you could, would want on a date.
My experience with him is now but a memory,
A memory of why falling in love is so hard...
It's hard,
because it takes 2 people to want to make it work
Because now all you can do, or all I can do is dream, fantasize what it would feel like.
That feeling,
you want him so bad, that it hurts,
you want him so bad, but you don't know if he feels the same way
you want him so close to you, yet he is so far far away.
It was But a Dream
It felt like a dream,
Was I dreaming?
But I wasn't dreaming,
It was real.
It felt like a dream, because I've never experience something like this before.
It was everything I dreamt about,
It just came true.
It = A date with someone you never would expected to have a date with,
But you did.
How it happened?
Well, I just went for it.
I asked.
But didn't know it was going to be like this.
We met up at the rotary circle after talking for 2 weeks.
Walked through Central Park, went to the Shakespeare Garden, to the Belvedere Castle
All the way to Theodore Roosevelt Museum, where we saw the Universe.
It was almost just like from the movie, Hitch
Literary!
We talked, walked, ate...
Best Easter evening ever!
Definitely not a dream,
when you know it happened for reals.
Was I dreaming?
But I wasn't dreaming,
It was real.
It felt like a dream, because I've never experience something like this before.
It was everything I dreamt about,
It just came true.
It = A date with someone you never would expected to have a date with,
But you did.
How it happened?
Well, I just went for it.
I asked.
But didn't know it was going to be like this.
We met up at the rotary circle after talking for 2 weeks.
Walked through Central Park, went to the Shakespeare Garden, to the Belvedere Castle
All the way to Theodore Roosevelt Museum, where we saw the Universe.
It was almost just like from the movie, Hitch
Literary!
We talked, walked, ate...
Best Easter evening ever!
Definitely not a dream,
when you know it happened for reals.
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