What Am I to Him?

I am assuming at this point.

I do not know what I am to him?
Am I just an acquaintance of him,
Am I his crush?
Am I just a friend?
Am I just a fan?

I wish I knew...

One night does change everything,
because I miss him so so much,
that when I see him ever again...
I am not going to hesitate! I'm going to kiss him!
I want him to come home to me and have him kiss me!
(I must have a big imagination)